Final exam is over!

salam and hi all,
final exam finally is over.. however the feeling of "burdened" is still inside~couldn't be neither happy nor upset..i dunno which one should i have..happy because the exam is over~or upset because i'm not doing my best in the exam...all the papers i had was so frustrated..the last paper i had today is fluid mechanics II, which is the paper of prof Vijay..he had given too much effort so that we all can score yet that is not what happened..i screwed up that paper and feeling very guilty~~~not even FMII, but other subjects too~it's like i'm not learning anything during the whole semester~~and what i can say IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!!

well here are few reasons why i screwed myself up:

1)ponteng kelas secare pukal - this sem was totally a mess..total class attended was very small..serve me right!!next time do it again Solehah...bravo2~~

2)all these craps~~engineering team projects, engineering design exhibition, over flowing assignments, blaa...blaaa~i know that they were given for our own good sake~however if it is too much~all the students can do is "copy-write" and not learning anything..so no use at all~--->this is the case for me la~~not applied to everyone :P

3)the awesome exam timetable- 7 papers in 6 days..hate this timetable,but fact is fact~~unless i can ponteng the exam so the timetable will be less pack..ridiculous!!

4)no study week allocated for this semester~however this is not a major cause of all..because the MAJOR cause is

"MYSELF"

Therefore, i can conclude here, my result will be very suck this semester..now what i'm gonna have to do is "tawakkal" and be prepared emotionally and mentally whatever consequences that may come upon..

And to all my frens, farahin, abby and kak ni..thanks for all those nice words..they really raise me up~now its time to clear all those stupid things from my head..semester is over and internship is coming...better be prepare..who knows what is coming next..for all those guys i hurted, messed up, and lalalala...all i can say is sorry~~i'm trying to be a better person..InsyaAllah...